WHAT I WANT EXACTLY?

Even if i want to write i don't know what should i write about.. all i want is to let go of my feelings.. to tell about the things i want to do in this world before i go.. i want to travel all over the world meet many people, know different culture and life they had but i somehow being tied by a big rope.. to let free is to hurt my heart but to let it be is to deny the things i want in life.. What I Want Exactly? I just hope one day I wake up and be free from anything or anyone.. if..and only if..