I watch a movie today from the beginning till ends... usually i keep forwarding the movie but today I manage to watch it all... its a story about a person come from a broken family manage to get her life ahead with positive thinking and her love life is all about having sex but not making commitment because she afraid of losing and hurting her heart... as i watch this movie i start to cry thinking about my life, my love, and my dream.. am i going to be like her.. in the ends she has colon cancer a.k.a butt cancer.. (weird when i first think of it but hey.. if we gonna have sickness doesn't matter what it is) back to the movie...
So there she was happy and joking with her friends knowing she has cancer, her friends tries to make her happy in her ways but her parent didn't.. as she finally making her days to the fullest, she fainted during an operation.. in her way to heaven she meet god (whoopy) so there "god" is telling her she has three wishes..(she think is a joke) so she made two wishes 1. to fly 2. a million dollar (plus gov tax total half a million dollar) mind blowing!! if i were her i wish differently..hmm... okay.. back to the story.. so she made back alive after fainted.. then she in love with a doctor and depressed she couldn't be saved anymore so, in her numbered days many thing happen til she stop her treatment... hmm... i cry so much because she made it all possible even though she's going to die... except one thing letting a man into her heart.. so the day come and she manage to do so many thing before she dissapear forever...
i watch it and i cry alot and alots.... i begin to wonder what my life could be... if were her counting my days knowing im gonna die soon...what would i do first to make my day the best? i wish to live my life greater so i won't great living... THE END!
